Why

My dad is going to leave Japan this May because of his job.
It was all up to my brother, if my brother goes my mom is goin. And he decided to go to Alabama. So my family is moving to Alabama. My mom will come back to Japan in 2 years though. And the whole reason why we left my hometown in Ohio (about 5 yrs ago) is because my dad wanted to quit his job. I found that out about few weeks ago, I was fucken pissed off. Cause I went through alot that I don't even wanna talk about. But I'm over it.
And other smaller reasons were because my grandparents getting old and my parents wanted to take care of them (Anything could happen) especially if they're 80 years old

Why do I have to deal with this right when I finally got things straightened out

I have too many things coming at me all at once. And they all come at the right time.

I can't handle seeing my family moving to Alabama? Where am I going to live? I can't take all the pressure I have applying for college/university

I'm not capable of handling this by myself
I can't go through this pain by myself
But somehow I knew this day would come
Why do I always come back to this place?
The place where I cry myself to sleep every night and where I stay ay my house will no longer be my home.

I'm back to where I started

--Dear agony by Breaking Benjamin

Song of the moment.