Tuesday

I didn't update last night lol
I've been a bit busy!
Except last night I was playing Left 4 Dead with my Xbox friends for about 5 hours lol
Which was really fun :)

Its tuesday today and I had World history from 9:30 til 11:00 am

Then (once again) I was on Facebook for a while and I stated making my notecards for Spanish (officially started making those last week) because tomorrow is my midterm exam for Spanish!

I'll probably go home after I update this

I felt a bit down today

I just feel so much hate sometimes especially when your in the same room with someone you just can't stand
How dare you just come around and look like "your" better than me. Like "Your" the better person. You didn't even admit you were wrong.
I wouldn't want to see you even if the world was going to end.

Im sorry that I'm being very cruel and negative today.
But I have the right to say that. I've felt like this every time I see this person I don't even wanna say this name.
Why should I respect someone who doesn't respect you. Who didn't apologize properly they were the one who made your life miserable as fuck, embarrassing, and made you feel deeply in regret, made your self-esteem so low that you don't know where you stand.

I hope I don't have to see you for the rest of my life after I graduate from this college.

I hope I'll be able to overcome this hatred in time.

In a different perspective though I can say that I learned my lesson

And there's nothing for me to do except to move on and just be myself, not letting someone get under your skin because of your past mistakes.
But now I have someone I should love and not worry about my past.
He makes me forget my terrible mistakes and makes me a better person. I can't thank him enough, he doesn't know how much I appreciate him for looking at me as his great girlfriend. He's very special to me (:

But actually I know he knows that :)
that's why I'm posting this on blogger :)

Now off to go home and study some more for tomorrow!